4.27.2015

End of the Rope

End of the rope, Hope; it's giving up on what was meant to be. Why make this wait any longer if you cannot decide what's worth it? Let it flow out of your mouth what has been lingering for quite some time now. Thoughts of happiness are fading away or was it all an illiuison?

Time is no longer a friend as it laughs at all the wasted time. Such a mess, a deep pool of sorrow, sadness for this failure. Why keep the charades if there is no possibility for happiness?

Lies just to keep everyone close because too afraid to move forward alone. What has this soul become to think it cannot stand on its own?

Fooling oneself there are such things as love, happiness or trusts in others. Nothing but a fool, that's what it is. The end of the rope is nearly here...

4.07.2015

Santigold - L.E.S Artistes



"L.E.S Artistes"

What I'm searching for
To tell it straight, I'm trying to build a wall
Walking by myself
Down avenues that reek of time to kill

If you see me, keep going
Be a pass-by waver
Build me up, bring me down
Just leave me out, you name-dropper
Stop trying to catch my eye
I see you good, you forced faker
Just make it easy
You're my enemy, you fast-talker

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

What am I here for?
I left my home to disappear is all
I'm here for myself
Not to know you, I don't need no one else

Fit in so good the hope is
That you cannot see me later
You don't know me
I am an introvert, an excavator
I'm duckin' out for now
A face in dodgy elevators
Creep up and suddenly
I found myself an innovator

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

Change, change, change, change
I want to get up out of my skin
Tell you what, if I can shake it
I'm-a make this, something worth dreaming of

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe
I can say I'll hope it will be worth what I give up
If I could stand up mean for the things that I believe

When I say I miss you...




When I miss you…. It feels like the whole world just clasped. All the stars in the sky fell, the grey clouds took over. When I say I miss you, I don’t say it out of habit; when I say these words, I mean it. You give me this feeling; like how the wolf cries to the moon. It’s like a completion of the universe, an understanding love between the sun and the sky, how the wind whispers stories. When I say I miss you, it’s like the stars need the darkness to shine. How the world needs the sun. Every dark sky needs the moon to feel whole. A part of you completes me; makes life a little easier... The Stars shine a little brighter. When I say I miss you... I mean it... I miss every part of you.. Waiting for you to look right back at me with that smile I love on your face. Looking forward to start my day with you; when I say I miss you it means I love you more each and every day.