Excuses. All I hear are excuses. Always the one left alone to deal with the excuses or lies given to take in with open arms. I'm the crazy one for not wanting any more of the excuses, hurt, lies and loneliness.
Why must I keep this going....things are not mixing well. Cannot keep fighting for something where not wanted, not needed or easily forgotten.
A cycle I keep putting myself in to take in more darkness. Unable to hold much longer, too much to bear. This isn't healthy for anyone. Sadness is winning again. . how do I get to a brighter day?
